An Honest Woman

Stories nest inside stories in An Honest Woman, JoAnn McCaig’s very bookish novel about the writerly process and about the places where literary ambition collides with erotic desire. 

“An immensely gutsy novel that works to both undermine and expand its own story through an entertaining and teasing literary puzzle…. This is an intelligent and, especially, a brilliantly written novel.”

— Sharon Butala

JoAnn McCaig is a very bookish person, and is the author of a novel, The Textbook of the Rose, and of a critical study Reading In: Alice Munro’s Archives. She taught university English for many years and is now the co-owner of an independent bookstore in Calgary.

Welcome, reader, to this very bookish novel. The structure of my story is complex, layered and interwoven. There are several narrators, and stories within stories, and writers making things up and fantasizing while living real (albeit fictional) lives. There are literary allusions galore and cameo appearances by thinly disguised famous authors. It can all get a little confusing, so I’ve provided a few support materials:  an infographic that maps out the different characters and relationships and authorships, as well as a fairly detailed table of contents, a few postscripts and a couple of appendices.  Watch for a symbol like this which indicates that the narrator has lapsed into fantasy:

You’ll see sideways arrows like these when she returns to her “real” life, such as it is.

Enjoy!

EXCERPT

That night she dreamt that familiar dream.  The one about pulling up to a house in the country.  A sweeping double staircase, a dog barking, someone awaiting her up on the landing, the high porch. Like always, the dream ended before she found out what was behind the door at the top of the stairs.

This is her story, JM’s story.  This is what happened when a final not flicker but conflagration of desire engulfed her, as the last hormones flared and fled.  Fiery desire to love and make love and write and rise and triumph and and and—

SYNOPSIS

Stories nest inside stories in this very bookish novel about the writerly process and about the places where literary ambition collides with erotic desire. A character named JM opens the book with her lucid dream, then introduces Janet, who is a happy prisoner of the story coming to life in her imagination. The novel that Janet is writing is called Final Draft, and it’s about two writers who find each other at a literary festival and really, really hit it off – for a while, at least. Meet Jay and Leland, Janet and Mister Sunshine, JM and the man whose teeth don’t match. Come along for a great ride!

BOOK REVIEWS

FreeFall Magazine - Review of An Honest Woman

JoAnn McCaig’s second novel, An Honest Woman, is not your average read. If you are looking for a linear story with a beginning, a middle, and an ending, you won’t be finding it in this beautifully-crafted piece of metafiction. Its structure is layered like an onion and tells several stories about a middle- aged single mother writer with an erotic fantasy who writes about a middle-aged single mother who writes erotic fantasy about a middle-aged single mother writer. But wait. There is so much more.

I knew nothing about metafiction when I began to read. Partway through I got the gist of it. Brilliant, I thought, to write with the insertion of self as author inside the creation of characters’ personas and circumstances, commenting on the actual process of story-writing. Quite aside from enjoying the read, that for me was exciting new learning.

The onion layering was also a new experience in my reading fiction. I needed to flip a few times back and forth between the Table of Contents at the beginning, and the Cast and, for those readers more inclined to arty visuals, the clever (and hilarious) A Sort of Map on the back pages that clarify interrelatedness and the various narrators’ fantasies. If you are confused, each narrator reminds you to go back and take a look. And there are plenty of thoughtfully-placed footnotes and asides to guide us, so warmly addressed by the narrators as, Dear Readers.

But beyond the meticulous crafting of structure and my “aha moment” of getting it, I realized that I had slipped effortlessly into the world of fantasy, seduced as I was by McCaig’s gorgeous wordsmithery: “I sleep late—bless this lake and its lush silence—” (19) and

Dusk deepens, darkens, and the swallows give way to the flutter of bats, hunting mosquitoes, .... I shift in my chair, ... let my legs relax, knees out. And something begins to happen. I let go, feel the muscles stretch and become ... receptive, somehow. ... The lap of water on the shoreline. Birds call, the horses amble down to the bay for an evening drink. Soon, the owls. (41)

Such poetic imagery makes it easy to negotiate the vigorous structural gymnastics.

The novel’s language is also pithy and understated ... “And I didn’t come on to him at all either, not really. Well, I touched him, used his name, made some comments (okay guarded ones) to the effect that I thought he was cool. But no. I was way too cautious. I wish I could have told him how beautiful he is” (59). The writing is honest, funny, and heart-wrenching.

Another reason I was smitten with An Honest Woman is that McCaig’s writing reveals a keen awareness about the interiority of women ‘of a certain age’, the inner machinations of erotic fantasy, and the struggle with Victorian vestiges of western, post-Freudian, postmodern, post-second-wave-feminist morality about contemporary sexual fantasy. On page 202 for example, a famous Canadian literati chastises the narrator, Janet Mair, for writing a scene involving consensual bondage:
“I would never, ever, use the abuse of sexual power as a literary device” (202). Mair, anticipating the moral disapproval behind the reprimand, calmly replies, “... millions of women fantasize about extreme sexual power and domination. Different sides of the same coin, don’t you think?” (203). A few passages later, Mair responds to a fifties-something woman’s characterization of her own sexual fantasy as her ‘Inner Beloved’ with knee-smacking wit: “... fuck my inner beloved. I just wanna get laid” (215).

Unlike the female characters of Anais Nin, written almost 100 years ago, I felt deeply invested in each of An Honest Woman’s female narrators, their projections and intricate mental meanderings. In a passage I found both liberating and bittersweet, a male professor leers and comments that Morag (in Margaret Laurence’s The Diviners) is “a very lusty woman” (221). And as Mair walks away, she thinks, “No. No, he’s wrong, that’s not it at all, She’s not lusty. She’s normal. It’s what I’ve always loved about her. The frankness of her desire” (221). Indeed, an honest woman.

Penned by McCaig’s respective narrators as fiction with a following of peri-menopausal women, the novel’s audience ought to extend farther and be read by a younger crowd. Banished for centuries to the sexual dust bin, women at the intersection of fertility and waning of hormones are not likely to write, let alone admit to, erotic stuff . After all, “What could be more repulsive, more absurd, than a horny old woman?” (213) Ouch. Today, sadly, still true. But listen up, youthful reader, embedded in these pages are inspiring messages about what awaits as you approach the middle years and beyond. You’ll find them freeing and empowering if you shoo away those internal and external morality police, whatever gender they may be. In spite of this culture’s collective fear of aging, our bodies do not betray us. Writing truth about our changing selves and how we interpret our sexual yearning and fantasy is an act of courage.

Overall, I love a damn good piece of work that provokes me to learn about new ways of writing and reading something as complex as metafiction. And all the more if it’s full of ribald wit, sex, interiority, and the ability to laugh at and with oneself. You, dear reader, will care about McCaig’s struggling characters. Her ability to write them with an eye for detail and introspection is beyond par. Read it. You’ll see.

- by Sarah Butson | FreeFall Magazine

JoAnn McCaig thistledown press (2019)
ISBN 978-1-77187-178-5 $15.69

Alberta Views - Review of An Honest Woman

Alberta Views | 2020

Calgary writer JoAnn McCaig’s latest novel, An Honest Woman, has a matryoshka doll structure: It layers the story of a single, middle-aged woman who is writing a novel about a single, middle-aged woman who is writing a novel about a single, middle-aged woman who has an affair with a famous British novelist. If you were confused reading that sentence, I’m not surprised. The book’s flyleaf announces that you hold in your hands “a very bookish novel.” This extends both a promise and a caveat to the reader.

As with other postmodern metafictional novels, McCaig’s stories within stories expose their making, and in doing so trouble the complex relationship between fiction and reality. There is much pleasure to be had in this kind of reading-as-decoding. However, those who resist authorial intrusions and who read with what Coleridge called “the willing suspension of disbelief”—the implicit contract readers make to suspend their critical faculties and read for enjoyment—may balk.

McCaig plays with what novelist John Fowles called the godgame—the creation by novelists of fictional worlds and characters over whom they hold the power of life and death. For example, writer-protagonist Janet Mair imagines she will have to kill someone in order to engineer a meeting between a famous British writer and her protagonist, Jay McNair, who lives in Calgary. (All protagonists have bios and names or initials close to McCaig’s, which plays with what is biographical and what is made up.) Should the famous novelist’s wife “bump herself off”—like Rochester’s mad wife in Jane Eyre? Or would killing off his teenage daughter be more sympathetic?

McCaig’s boomer protagonists are perimenopausal, and her dramatization of the complexities of this liminal stage of life are vivid: “One final blast of estrogen” in mid-life smoulders into inflamed writing about sex—not easy to do well. Early on we are introduced to Jay McNair grappling with how to dramatize the power dynamics of a sex scene between a man grieving the suicide of his daughter and his lover. The encounter starts with violent bondage and, remarkably, ends with tenderness.

McCaig’s prose often sings: “All around her in the lineup, people are shouting into each other’s faces with a noisy social hunger which makes the word carnivorous swim into her brain.” She has fun with the friction between British classism and prairie down-to-earthiness, as when the Calgary writer tells her British lover: “Screw you, ponce,” and “No shit, Sherlock.” The interactions between mothers and sons are well written, as are encounters between a college teacher and her students. One might get lost, but there is much to enjoy here.

—Jannie Edwards is a poet, teacher and editor in Edmonton.

Calgary Herald | Calgary author JoAnn McCaig maps out tale of sexuality, power and ambition with sophomore novel, An Honest Woman

Calgary Herald | Updated: November 15, 2019

It would be a little too perfect if the inspiration for JoAnn McCaig’s An Honest Woman came from an erotic dream.

It didn’t. But the reality of its origins are not that far off. Fifteen years ago, the Calgary author was returning from a retreat at a writer’s colony at St. Peter’s Abbey in Muenster, Sask., when a bit of unusual inspiration struck.

“I had done my two-week colony and was working on a piece that was quite difficult, quite dark and bleak and difficult to work on,” says McCaig. “As I was driving back in August through these canola fields, everything was bright yellow and bright blue, I started just having this strange, erotic fantasy. I thought ‘This is weird. What’s up with this?’”

“A hundred miles later,” it was still there, she says.

“I thought ‘Maybe, I’ll write it down but not like writing, writing, just scribbling it down on a piece of paper,’” she says. “This weird erotic fantasy became the centrepiece of An Honest Woman.”

Eventually, McCaig would create the character who creates the character who creates the erotic fantasy. It became a springboard for other ideas in An Honest Woman.

“They are also interrogating themselves about all sorts of things: About sexuality, about power, about ambition and imagination,” says McCaig, who will hold an author event with fellow Alberta writers Kat Cameron and Sophie Stocking on Nov. 23 at the Central Library. “The initial impetus came out in one piece. Over the intervening years, I built this story around it using two different narrators to look at the story and what it might mean.”

If all this sounds complicated, that’s because it is. An Honest Woman, which Thistleldown Press describes as a “very bookish novel,” involves a character named JM. Her “lucid dream” finds her “engulfed in a conflagration of carnal desire and writerly ambition” and inspires her to write a novel. In that novel, she creates a English professor named Janet Mair, who escapes a rather dull life with her own carnal daydreams while also writing a novel.

“You really do need a map for this book,” McCaig says with a laugh. “And I do supply one.”

This may be one of the reasons why An Honest Woman took 15 years and multiple consultations with fellow members of McCaig’s East Village Writers Group to complete. A followup to her 2000 debut, The Textbook of the Rose, the novel is a complex piece of metafiction that includes literary allusions and frequent flights into fantasy.

In short, it’s the sort of book that seems to perfectly fit into McCaig’s background. She is co-owner of Calgary’s Shelf Life Books and spent 20 years teaching English Literature at the University of Calgary.

“Even in my normal life, I’m a horrible pain in the butt,” she says. “When my kids were watching Simpsons episodes, I’d be calling out over the kitchen counter ‘That’s a reference to Hamlet, you know.’ My hope is that my book can be enjoyed by anybody, but a person … who has a degree in English might catch some things that others may not.”

There are references to Charlotte Bronte’s Jane Eyre. There’s a dinner party scene where one of McCaig’s characters confronts a “really famous, curmudgeonly British writer.”

In another segment, Janet has an argument with a “very famous Canadian author.”

“Anybody who has been around Canadian literature a little while would recognize this very famous Canadian writer that Janet has an argument with,” McCaig says. “Janet wins the argument. That’s how you know it’s fiction, because in real life nobody ever wins an argument with this particular writer.”

But An Honest Woman isn’t just fiction, it’s metafiction. After all, there are two novels being written within the novel. McCaig says she has always been interested in examining the process. Her PhD was on Canadian short story writer Alice Munro, who was also the subject of McCaig’s critical study, Reading In: Alice Munro’s Archives.

“When I researched her, it wasn’t her stories I looked at,” she says. “It was her correspondence surrounding those stories. So I guess it’s just kind of an obsession of mine to be interested in interrogating how fiction is created.”

- Eric Volmers | Calgary Herald

 

SaskBooks Review

SaskBooks | Updated: November 21, 2019

An Honest Woman: A Novel, written by JoAnn McCaig and published by Thistledown Press is a self-proclaimed “bookish novel” that lives up to this description with an undeniable charm. It is truly a reader and a writer’s book. The book begins with a lucid dream in which a writer mysteriously named “JM” reels at the thoughts and experiences of her romantic life. This bizarre account of life and romance also acts as a segue to introduce the character Janet Mair, who is also a writer and a mother. This portion of the novel has an interesting narrative in which fantasy and reality both play integral roles to form a complete story. Janet’s recounts of fantasy and her return to reality are signified throughout the novel by symbols that signify to the reader which part of Janet’s psyche they are currently experiencing. I must admit that when I was first introduced to this concept, I was somewhat dubious about its narrative potential. I am delighted to have been wrong and watch this narrative enigma unfold in several ways that I could have never imagined.

The story continues by intertwining characters Jay McNair and Leland Mackenzie, that are unsurprisingly also both writers. The pair begin as writers residing in Canada who know of each other’s work and are acquainted by the literary company that they keep. This develops into a budding romance that comes with its shares of excitement, lust, messiness, and confusion. A lot of readers, myself included, tend to shudder at the thought of romance as the central plot to a novel. The mind becomes littered with images of Fabio Lanzoni clutching a Victorian-dressed woman on the cover of Harlequins that stock the shelves of our nation’s Salvation Army stores. Fortunately, the writing that McCaig delivers is leagues above that sort of drivel and the result is a romance story that is intelligent and mature while also being erotic and fantastical. The narrative of this novel is also a testament to McCaig’s writing abilities as the plot effortlessly weaves from various characters and perspectives. If you are an avid reader and a lover of unusual narratives, you simply must explore this masterfully crafted story for yourself. As a reviewer, this novel was particularly difficult to discuss without revealing significant plot points or giving away central themes of the plot. What I can state with confidence is that the ride is worth it.

While the novel can portray romance without the insipid dialogue that typically comes in multiple shades of grey, I would recommend this book to an adult audience. I appreciated the bold and audacious dialogue and exhibition of the components of human sexuality that are a little hard to explain. However, I could also see some of these components being misunderstood by a younger audience. For both the sake of subject matter and entertainment value, this book would be best enjoyed by an experienced reader.

- Ben Charles | SaskBooks

Brilliantly acerbic, this erotic romp through the literary and quotidian world is astutely meta-fictional, utterly compelling, and ultimately irresistible.”

— Aritha van Herk

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EVENTS

May 27, 2021

VIRTUAL LAUNCH

For You Look Good for Your Age

With editor Rona Altrows and fellow contributors Aritha van Herk, Laurie MacFayden, Paula Kirman, Moni Brar and Debbie Bateman

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January 23, 2020

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November 23, 2019

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October 3, 2019

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